2016年4月1日 星期五

Love

     It was not until my senior schoolfellow helped take me home than I realized I was surrounded by love. It's been a period of tough days for me to take care of my father, and struggled with if he loved me or not since he didn't treat me well. He was so tradictional and loved his son more than I. However, things turned out to be a different direction since he was sick. He was disappointed by the cold response from his son at his sick bed and changed his last will. He told my mom his son didn't treat him well, it was I who took good care of him. I was surprised that he complimented me because he had always scolded me and didn't love me so much as he did to his son.
     Today, I went home without my sister's company for some reason. Inside, I felt abandoned and knew you couldn't ask more from a in-law. I don't want to disturb a in-law too long, so I came home by my self. I was going to go home on foot if i couldn't get a cab. It was late night in the countryside and i saw few taxis on the road, so I walked a while and  thought about my senoir schoolfellow might be free now. I dialed the number but quickly hang up the phone because of a sense of shame. Luckily, he called back immediately and said he would get mt home. At the moment I saw him and sat i the car I was touched by his kindness.
      Now I understand there always someone who loves you and willing to help you. Don't give up yourself. To hear the words from the ones who really love you, and forget and turn you back on those words hurting you. Walk for love; walk to love.